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Creating the Mess

       We all create many complications around us, some of them make their way through it, but most of them make themselves entangled in it, these complications are like swamps under our feet, the more we wrestle it more we are trapped in it, Those who remained calm and hold Savior's hand, make their way through it, and those who show their keenness and jerk the only way for their survivor will make their life hell......!      My life was running smoothly like a laminar flow of water, that creates satisfaction in my mind and subconscious, but its the rule of life that everything never happens the same, many ups and downs come in one life,              Sometimes you have to let life upside down...   So you can learn, how to live right side up...       My life was going at its maximum speed, I was enjoying every moment of my life, and every dawn brought a new surprise and thrill for me, you can say that I was a new girl every day,          I had many friends most of them were bel

Punishment OR Trail.....?

        It took too long for me to understand the difference between "punishment" and "To have Experimented", literally saying it took really long, about...... 5 years of the harsh journey. Still, it didn't go in vain I got a precious thing out of it. I understood the true meaning of "Trail".         "Punishment and Trail are the two ropes hanging in the air..... while you're falling to your death......      If the fear of death caught you, then nobody can save you from death because you have chosen the rope of punishment which is dilapidated. Still, if you believe in the Entity close enough to your Aorta, then the string of trail will instinctively come into your fist that'll swing you to your Fate."         Then suddenly, all of my troubles turned into a delicious pancake which I ate with a great desire...hmmm!                                             I can't forget that taste.......!!!!       Please give me a sec..

Starting the Journey

I always used to think that,  " what if I die now? then what would be the purpose of my life remained? Nothing!". Most of the time I was suffering from the most threatening disease I think "Self Pity", I used to think "I am alone, no one can understand me, I am the only one whom everyone is abominating", literally saying this was the most crucial time of my life "Fighting Myself". My name is YOU and I'm the strong girl in my circle. Why I'm saying the strong? well, there is a reason behind it, there was a time when I was caught with the curse of Self Pity, this was that time when I entered the most beautiful part of life "The Teenage", I was 15 and was entering a new world, a new angle of the world, I was growing, My body was upgrading itself, It was an amazing feeling, people say a human can have up to six senses but at that, I could feel unlimited senses I was feeling everything, everything means everything, I could feel the R